leaving 2010.

leaving 2010 was great for me.too many saddest thing happened this year.

i can't bare it. its hard,hurt n horrible.

2010:

im suck with friendship.

im suck with relationship.

im suck at study.

im suck at result.

im suck to achieve my goals.

im suck in managing money.

im suck with myself.

its been 2 years, she gone.

i miss her

i keep saying "move on,move on"

i just can't

bende yang paling susah ak nk buat ialah ziarah kubur wan.

too tough.

2010,tahun yang paling banyak aku rindukan wan.

wa,tgk lah aper dah jadi skarang nie?

sumernyer kacau.

kalau wan ade lagi, tak mungkin hidup aku sesukar ni.

tak mungkin aku selemah ni.

may i go to get her with?

i must be insane.

i don't care bout d relationship or break-up thing.

they nonsense.

im glad i did it.

2011

may you brings me a piece of happiness?

get me d old nazlia nazri.

please...

help me forget bout 31122010.

tak suke org annoying dan menunjuk nunjuk.

kenaper ngan post aku kali nie?
annoying+menunjuk nunjuk
2 bende paling aku tak suke.
mmg lah bukan hak kite nak judge orang kan.
sekali tgk..
dua kali dengar..
3 kali geleng kepale
4 kali menyampah!

mmg nature aku nk menyampah kat org ader 4 tahap.
sekali due kaw buat boleh lah kan.
kalau dah bekali kali even kawan sendiri.
saper tahan kan?
mayb org laen boleh terime.
but me?
kinda hard.tapi takde lah sampai tahap benci.

things dat i mostly hated:

people keep saying bout boyfriend thing to his/her bestfriend.
dude, please.
orang lain pun ader bf ok, well, aku respect but then kalau 1000x post pasal bf, org lain yang bace, tak ker annoying. behave lah. lagipun setakat marajuk2, tak balas msg, tak angkat call. busy pun nak post. hallo!!

someone who need somebody as her/his buddy only when needed!
babe, to me friendship is more than any other relation. jgn lah call or text me if kaw just perlukan tempat mengadu dan tempat kongsi masalah. n the most masalah yang paling tak suker dengar is "break-up thing"
"oh my goodness"! time kaw happy tak langsung call aku or text, pastu biler kaw break up ngan die, ko nanges2 n suruh aku pujuk bf kaw? wat the hell? pastu kaw ilang pas kaw dah dapat bf kaw. next call-break up kaw mule lah pandai call aku.

never trust me.
i had once,twise...n bla..bla..bla
orang yang lebih suke dengar cakap org lain(yg buruk) dan believes on it. babe, u know me well! kenaper dengr cakap org sedangkan kaw kenal aku sangat2. frendship tinggal friendship.lepas kaw buat aku macam2...lepas kaw tahu yang sebanarnye, pastu baru nakdatang minta maaf. i forgive u. but nak buat aku sayang kaw macam bestfriend aku, is say no.

three people made up only for taking advantage n jealousy.
i had once.cukup. nilah orang kater talam dua muke.jeles case? banyak. sebab takut aku rampas bf die lah. sebb takut bf suker aku lah, sbb aku pandai sangt lah...(tak pun) sebb ini lah..sebb itu lah....
biler dah betige, sorang mesti tarik sorang lagi. pstu tinggalkan aku sorang sorang. omg! hard time. susah bekawan ngan pompuan time mude mudi sekolah dulu lah.

last, a guy/girl afraid to accept the fact or love to create sympatic fact.the fact is they aren't.!! so pathetic.
a guy yang sangt takut being a single! so wat? ader gf or bf tu cool sangt ker?? n suker menabur janji-janji manis lah konon.. live ur life lah. takut sangt lonely. pastu lagi skali "post kat fb".. mintak simpati dr girl2 yang gedik dan adore u. haiyak.annoying!!!!! lgi satu, org yang suker merendah diri yang overacting.kalau seseorang merendah diri pasal result or how brilliant he/she was. i glad to have friend like that. fine. tapi in certain case like "im fatty....im ugly..." sedangkan tak pun!!!! please, bersyukur.

haha...banyak kan membebel. ini pengalaman dan sejarah hidup aku. macam macam orang yang aku jumper. biler dah jumper senarai atas nie, aku hanye senyum. semua yang terbabit tak specific lah. ni umum. tapi ader segelintir mereka yang aku kenal. by the time, mcm aku cakap lah.. aku tak benci. aku cumer tak suker.

tapi attitude org, saper boleh ubah,. masing2 dah besar dah pun. bile mereka sedar sebelah mereka tiada kawan itu. mungkin kejaiban bakal terjadi. aku? aku pun banyak kekurangan. banyak sangt. sebb tu aku tak banyak kawan.pengalaman mengajar aku lebih berhati hati memilih kawan. aku suker gerak solo. tapi aku juge ader mereka. mereka yang percayakan aku dan aku percaye pada mereka.

tinggi???

haa....

saper yang rase diri tu kecil,pendek,kurang tinggi than others???

bende2 macam nie slalu buat org rase kurang keyakinan diri.

yelah,nk main basketball pun segan..

kot2 bolah tak lantn kan?

nie hah..aku ader produk baek punyer.

well..kalau korang nak tahu, foe sure lah kene 

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Sepi memelukku

Bulan jangan biar siang biar malam ini kelam

Biar ia sepi sepertiku...

baizura kahar

sepi

.....

I'm not ready to have any serious relationship.fullstop.

...........................

i did concern.

y?

y?

y?

setiap kali aku tgk kat paper,bile lagu nie kuar kat astro

sayu jer 

taboleh aku tgk gamba-gamba budak kecil tu

tears will goes out

i love babies

i do.

a lots.

kenape org skarang tawu buat baby instead of jage baby tu

tolong lah

kalau gatal sangat..kawen jer

tatahu lah aku budak2 zaman skunk

bukan kate budak, among my friends pun ader jugak

mcm2 citer aku dengar.

pling tak sampai  aty

abortion.

y?

u killed ur child.

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schedule for holiday.

first thing dat i need to thinnk was schedule?

schedule?

wat?

my life wasn't complete without schedule or something i might thought it was a 'plan'.

unfortunately, those stuff wouldn't be so easy like i thought

before i finished up my exams,

i was thinking to work at my old place which is tgv.

suddenly , i didn't catch it.

the problem is they wont allow us to work with them again

plus wage's rate roses up n they might wont piss up with student matter who wanted to work this semester.

so, i forget bout it.

perhaps, this break semester would be a super rest enjoyable holiday.

but life at home wasn't joy enough

im so fucking boring

what should i do?

or in Chinese we say it as 'zen ma bang' means 'what should i do?'

haha...seem i learned so many kind o languages dis break, i was happy.

my 2 weeks holiday goes well, i guess

spend on time at sport centre,sri gombak.

playing badminton with my kids.

owhh..don't get me wrong.

with my cousins actually.

they fun also expert in wasting my money

haha..thats alright

i'll clawed back from my aunt

problem solve.

today 26th november 2010

my birthdy wonderful month will be end up.

i going to miss you little baby

actually, today i went pavi

thought that i could apply for any job

plus a friend of mine, safri offerd me to work with him as well

i went there

i got into the shop

but,its kinda haunting me 

haha...dat was hilarious

im out of the place

catched some ice cream 

jamaco for sure.

then i went back.

there are second thought.

its easy to take this holiday for me n my family.

tomorrow is sabreena's birthday.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY

i love u.u know that well.

some speech:

dude, u grown up.its been 20th.

welcome to the club youngest!

its been 6 years u and i as well with epa known each other.

u are just too good enough being my bestfriend.

we had a lots.

talking.laughing.sharing.understanding.hanging out.missing each other.breaking-up with bf.fighting.

hahaha..

u r my little pumpkin  sister who been so mess up n cool ever.

u matured at young age.

keep it dat sys.wish u all the best in any matter u doing now or later.

get marry soon.

like i said, i'll marry when u got married.

because i'll be the hottest bridesmaid that u ever had.

i love u gemuk. 

comel.comel.sgt.die

oh no....he can speak in malay...

he can speak MALAY!!!!!!!!!!

love.lovr.love

cinta.

love cinta.rindu cinta,nak cinta.

cinta ohh cinta.

p/s: i want my cinta.

damn hot-cool guy.

top: wu chung

first runner-up:Song Seung Heon

2nd runnner-up: Jun Matsumoto

3rd runner up: ikuta toma

5th:

they so frekin' hot.

woonder why typical korean-japaniese-taiwaniese so damn 

hot-cool-cute-jambu

its been too rare in malay population.

haiyak

its not esay to find someone like u in malaysia,

love.like.chun wu

arti sebuah ************.

kejadian itu menggamit jiwa

kerohanian tersadai mengusik persepsi insan bernama manusia

indahnya

damai

membawa kapada sang pencinta

selengkar  utusan.

mengapa perlu bertelagah

beribu persoalan

tidak terungkai sedikit pun

dr ia mengalir ke sungai

laut terjebak jua

akhirnya

destinasi tidak bertemu keinginan

malah

ia merobek hati insan

ikan dilaut hanya bersiul kecil

mengendah umpan yang dijala

mereka tidak bodoh

kerna merka jua sama

seperti kita.

nukilan

-nazlia nazri-

nn<3

keindahan yg tercipta dahulu memutik setiap memori.setiap memori diusuli onak dan duke diiringi dangan hilai tawa dan keluhan sang air mata. mereka ini hanya insan terpilih yg diuji untuk bersamaku mendalami erti sebuah kehidupan. pesahabatan dalm kehidupan sering menjadi igauan sang pecinta.

-nazlianazri-

MONTELNYE AWAK NIE...

geram.

suke.

montel.

nk peluk.

nk sayg.

i want to have them.

but

obviously

no now.

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for once

i will be a mom.

mummy! 

good got to hear dat.

haha..

i was so falling in love with.....

hey: i love u.he cute.loike it.
ngee~

Never fading, never fading, traces of the early summer’s rain

The tracks left by the tears never dry

I can’t erase, I can’t erase the shadow of  the one I love

That arises in the dark night

Walking alone the riverside as the sun sets

Together with your n our smiles

Wat should we do for dinner today?

It was a small, such a small, everyday kind of happiness

After u died, u went on living deep in my heart

Even if I love somebody else

They’ll never be more than just ‘someone else’

Even If I continue on through countless seasons

The truth is, im afraid dat if I let u go, you’ll disappear

Gazing at this violet, It’s so beautiful

But one day it will be wither

Time blends with the crimson of the evening

leaving two reflection on the water’s surface

I was so afraid to see those silhouettes

Join together to become one

I noticed it too late

Only one is reflected here

This seeds I buried in my heart then

Began to sprout after the twentieth day

The form, the shape may be different

But the love is unchanging

A gently shining light

japan mood:

song: koro or konseki

by nino-arashi.

Kienu kienu samidare no ato

Kawakanu namida no ato

Kesenu kesenu yamiyo ni ukabu itoshiki hito no kage

Yuuyake kawara wo aruiteru

Kimi to isshoni egao tsurete

"Kyou no bangohan nani shi you?"

Chiisana sugoku chiisana futsuu no shiawase

Shinde itta anata wa boku no kokoro ni shimite ikita

Hoka no hito wo aishite mo

Hoka no hito de shika arimasen

Iku doto naku kisetsu mata ide mo

Hontou wa hanarete wa kieru no ga kowakute

Sumire wo mitsume kono hana kirei

Demo itsuka wa kareru no ne

Toki wa yuugure

Shu ni majiwaru to minamo ni futari nokoshite

Kage wa kage wo kasanete hitotsu ni naru no wo osorete

Kidzuku no ga ososhi to

Minamo ni hitori

Ano hi umeta kokoro no tane wa hatsuka sugi mebukimashita

Sugata katachi chigaedo kawaranu ai yasashii hikari

soul.

hey,

today i nk kenalkan sorang2 soulmate i yg penah ader.

they r too special for me. certain of them still with me, n others left me. 

i'm a bad in carrying a character as fren in frenship.

........................................................................

TADIKA

since i can't remember each of them so i guess i dont have any of besties

budak2 lagi kan

so, pling ingat pun

pakcik van yg anta amik balik umah

haha

.............................................................................

SEK MEN SERI GOMBK

kat sni, ader kot kawan2 yg rapat.

eh..ade lah.

tp tak stick sampai skunk

yg ingt classmate aku dulu ialah:

nur shahirah   1G

nur syafiqah  1G

mustaqim   1G

illy mardiah   3B

izyan izzaty

syazmira

alya sharif

nabilah 

ayuni   6R

aina   6R

*since sye tak reti nk berbahase dahulu..so tak ramai member lelaki.malu lah kot.

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SEK MEN SERI GOMBAK

inilah tempatnyer aku jumper mereka.

nur sabreena

fariza hani

syamira

faraziana

nur fadhilah

azie

i missed our moment. part of them just left me in seconds.

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SEK MEN TEKNIK SEPANG

disaster.

every single shape n games are accumulated in simply frienship.

i have my bestfriend here.

shes very:

kind-hearted

cute

patient

cool

caring

supporters

good listener

she will be there listen to my voice,

give a shoulder to cry

always cry if we had fight

she loves me alot

alots

i can see tru her eyes

aku tak nmpk kelembutan dan kebaikan die

aku sy dier hardcore

die syg aku hardcore

aku suke kenekan die

die keep sabar ngan perangai aku

one time,

i left for someone

it is because

in one time i have to choose only one 

y one?

y both of u cannot merge n be my besties

y?

aku syg due2

tp due-due....

at the moment, syikin needs me more.

aku tawu kaw saba orgnyer

cume aku tatw nk citer cam ner kat kaw

aku rindu kaw mase tu

tp ko dah rapat ngan mereka

yg tinggal bdak2 cls yg support aku

babe... dat time, sume yg aku rapt taknk pun pndang muke aku

they at your side

yg ade cume tyra,jery,fara

aku biakan

hope ko dapt kawan yg terbaik ngan diorang.

truth for heart to: 

siti nadzirah bt ismail

160790

next,

syikin

sngt penyayang

sngt understanding

she loves me hardcore

me too.

banyak kali gaduh

baik balik.

banyak kali sakit,

ponteng prep

babe..ingt lagi x dulu2.

i selalu teringt dulu

babe....

ingt lagi x kek batik i..

selalu i kejar mase kat umah nk mask kek batik for u.

sbb nnty u bising

sbb u slalu makn...dats y u gemoks n geboxs.

haha

babe....

remember chocoties?

cruncies

+

toblerone?

micyi?

rindu time saper nk berebut peluk saper time tido.haha

miss that moment

kitorang rapat hardcore

something happened.

well...sye sgt cemburu

ha...mestilah besfriend

dan ia memakn diri dan our friendship.

dat time u dengr ckp org

u tawu tak seksenye i bile u dah tade

tp i ok

after i pk

owh...sume nie dah tak lame

will done when we finish up our spm.

truth is:

i still love u as my besfriend in watever way u are.

for:

syikin helmi

181291

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KMPP

i have alots of them who love me.

ziqah

fara

aten

su

but the closes one..just one.

die nie acah2 tomboy sket

tp aku tawu die tak

die ok

loghat kedah dier pekat

so, dengan adenyer die.

perception aku pada org kedah mula bertukar menjadi baik

(sbb dulu aku hardcore tak suke budak kedah since kejadian majlis kawin ary tu)

haha...

kitorang rapat hardcore...

we shared same story

so that we could understand each other.

die sngt low profile..

wehh..ko ingt time kite lepak kat tangge depan bilik aku??

haha..lamer giler dok besile kat situ

keje kaw dtg lepak ngan aku jer,

kitorang selalu lepak kat port rahsie.

haaaa..

nk tawu kat maner x??

kat blakang bilik tv tu

haha...

time aku sedeh sure aku situ

melepak

sampai satu ary kitorang lepak time malam, fellow jumper kitorang,

ingt lesbian ke aper..

tidaklah cikgu

hanya melepak.

sya bukan homo.

aper ntah kejadian yg menyebabkan kitorang gaduh.

kalau tak macm belangkas

baru ini lah yg aku left out die,

aku pun tak dapt tawu sbb aper..

tak patut aku wat cam tu

mungkin sbb mase tu aku terlalu banyak masalah

masalah family.

n aku realized,

aku banyak datangkan masalh kepada friendship

aku tamau same thing happen

so aku decide to taknak rapat hardcore ngan org

tp

tindakan aku salah

ianye telah menyebabkan kesan yg sangt mendalam dalm idup die

she changed

dr tomboy maen2

she started being a tomboy betul

itu yg palinh ketare yg au nmpak

bukak tudung

she depress

i've no words to explain

sory babes kalau aku banyak wat ko nanges

cume ader beberape perkara yg perlu aku rahsikan dr kaw sampai skunk.

ko kwan yg baik

yg terbaik

kalau tak, takde aku tulis blog psl kaw

time discuss dlm bilik tv,

aku speechless

tatahu nk kater aper

cume aku boleh ckp

u have to move on

aku ader sbb

tp aku taleyh ckp.

banyak rahsia kaw kat aku

dun wory

aku simpan smpai maty

bukan jenis aku aibkan kawan sendiri

now..

she grown up

she being matured

i love it

be the way u are

do not love people or somebody like me

it will throw u out,

mess your life.

i'm asking for your forgiveness,

i hope.

thanks

to:

siti subaidah bt amerudin

170390

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friendship of mine is not like others.

for those name:

remeber, i love u once,n it will be until my last breath.

good turns bad..

so, which one? nak cerite baik ke buruk dulu???

buruk dulu k...

waa panas hati gilak ngan sorang minah yang acah2 minah lah!

tadi aku ader test kembare... nak taknak tiru lah babe...

maner lah ak aderwat preparation bagai nak kawap test tu..

aku ngan nik dah ok dah..dok sebla2...

note kat tgh kitorang.

first:

kantoi ngan cg tun...??

ape ade hal....hahasiap bakar separuh note aku!

ces! kuang asam...aku kisah aper..

aku tawu cg memain..

then dier bagi aku balik note tu..

so, aku sambung lah menyalin..

then, datang sorang minah yang tak seruper minah nie,

nak,...nak note aku! apahal! kecoh! macam nak bg tawu sumer org aku copy! macam sial lah kan!

first ko wat aku ley tahan bodoh!

then dier amik note aku semate2 nak bace jawapan tuk org lain..

wat the fuck! ko tayah ader kat situ pun aku tak heran..menyemak!

sempit otak aku tgk muke kaw!

pas tu dier bagi balik ketas aku,

ko ingt aku nak simpan ke???

aku sambung tiru balik!

ade aku kisah???

pastu die datang lagey!

dier nk gak note aku..babi..aku tgh jawap test nie bodoh! kau nyemak taw ak!

then,korang tawu aper dier buat..

boleh dier passing ketas aku kat budak2 laki kat ujung!

mintak maki! ko nak aper??? ko nk sangt kacau idup aku apahal???

aku tgk2 note aku kat budak sebla sane!

weh! cg tun pun takde nak kecoh2 macam kaw! ko tu siape!

dier dah chow! aku suruh budak passing balik note aku kat aku balik!

then. dier datang lagi! sial!kat bawah beg aku ader satu lagey note

tapi note tu aku ta tiru pun...dengan selambernyer dier nak due note aku

siap perli aku lagey!

babi! sumpah aku palang kaw!

kaw nyemak ko tawu ak???

jgn bagi dowh aku tgk muker kaw!

then, cg cam prasan aku bengang...

sory cg. bukan marah kat cg..kat minah tu

tapi aku tak dapt nak control muke aku yang ketat!

sial ko pompuan!

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good things is:

haha..

i just pointed out my status update in fb said:

   'instead of being matures, they noe how childish i am'

rite?? haha..childish ker?

tadi? kat family day? sangt2 childish..

kene baling tepung! warhhh...

sangt putih badan aku skunk!

i am childish! haha.... true colors of me babe....

now u noe.

final oh final.

final..oh...final.

worried bout them

far?

maf?

just finished far test.

tomorrow got few tests..audit n costing.

weird huh..

feel great bout audit since yesterday i guess.

hoho..gilak.

mish my both sweety pies!

nur sabreena + farieza hani.

erm..

stress.

..................................

tak jumpe lagey buku nota kecil audit saye.

ras mcam kene rewrite all those things.

terima kasih awak kerana sentiasa mendengar.

i miss my mum.

mama n ibu

should i buy a dozen of roses n send to them

i love them.

hehe

070910....

yeyyey......070910
best sangt kuar today, dengan mereka.
yana+huda+sarah+shasha+indra......yeyey
dah lamer tak rase seronok macm nie..
i rse diri i sngt dihargai...
td lambt.pkul 1800 baru sampai mid...
nsib baek sara dah book dulu table.if x tataw nk makn aper.
having great western food
having superb conversation.
n i luv them fucking damn much...
thank u sumer budak budak bucuk...

nazlia nazri...luv pict

muncong

trio.....sebelum berbuke

cayang kat budak buchuk nie sngt2

puase?

sara+yana+sya+naz

gelagat mereka

yana muncit

perghh,...gemuk+muncit nazlia nie

miss dis moment

i luv u all

i luv everytime we snap

i luv everything~~

damn bosan kot.

mak ai...
bosan nak manpus....
well.since nobody in d house...
just left me n y mom..
nothing to do..

tv: remote hilang..tak tahu kemane remote tu bejalan.
handphone: since i suspended mysefl to being a 'single'..haha..so, dah lamer lah phone tu tak bedering...nvrmind..who cares.
laptop: i miss my laptop...dier tgh merajok ngan saye..sbb saye tak jege ngan baek..so die rosak..bengong.
macam dah tak boleh nak fix up..tp i sayg dier... i taknk beli baru..i sayng dier hardcore kot.
my 'bf': means my car..d atos...hehe.. kalau i tension i slalu bawak dier laju2... tp since i dah takder duet nak ii minyak dier.. so i kne jimat...tak boleh nk bawak dier slalu..i'm totally broke kot rite now..kalu i withdraw lagey, so my account will short.. so, tak boleh nk amik risk tu.. kene lah pandai2 hidup.

so, aper laey yg i boleh buat untuk menghilangkan kebosanan yg tahap melampau ini?? dunno... siyes tak tahu kot..
adeh...susahnyer.. macm tak tawu nak buat aper..,. ke aku yg malas sebenarnyer.

raye oh raye..
saye masih tidak shop rayer..kerna saya tidak mempunyai sebarang sen untuk dibelanjakan.
kenapa semua ini berlaku kepada saya??

esok sabreena akan membawa saye keluar berjogging..harap2..kebosanan ini akan hilang serta merta esok.
fuck! bosanj sial!