hey,
today i nk kenalkan sorang2 soulmate i yg penah ader.
they r too special for me. certain of them still with me, n others left me.
i'm a bad in carrying a character as fren in frenship.
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since i can't remember each of them so i guess i dont have any of besties
budak2 lagi kan
so, pling ingat pun
pakcik van yg anta amik balik umah
haha
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kat sni, ader kot kawan2 yg rapat.
eh..ade lah.
tp tak stick sampai skunk
yg ingt classmate aku dulu ialah:
nur shahirah 1G
nur syafiqah 1G
mustaqim 1G
illy mardiah 3B
izyan izzaty
syazmira
alya sharif
nabilah
ayuni 6R
aina 6R
*since sye tak reti nk berbahase dahulu..so tak ramai member lelaki.malu lah kot.
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inilah tempatnyer aku jumper mereka.
nur sabreena
fariza hani
syamira
faraziana
nur fadhilah
azie
i missed our moment. part of them just left me in seconds.
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disaster.
every single shape n games are accumulated in simply frienship.
i have my bestfriend here.
shes very:
kind-hearted
cute
patient
cool
caring
supporters
good listener
she will be there listen to my voice,
give a shoulder to cry
always cry if we had fight
she loves me alot
alots
i can see tru her eyes
aku tak nmpk kelembutan dan kebaikan die
aku sy dier hardcore
die syg aku hardcore
aku suke kenekan die
die keep sabar ngan perangai aku
one time,
i left for someone
it is because
in one time i have to choose only one
y one?
y both of u cannot merge n be my besties
y?
aku syg due2
tp due-due....
at the moment, syikin needs me more.
aku tawu kaw saba orgnyer
cume aku tatw nk citer cam ner kat kaw
aku rindu kaw mase tu
tp ko dah rapat ngan mereka
yg tinggal bdak2 cls yg support aku
babe... dat time, sume yg aku rapt taknk pun pndang muke aku
they at your side
yg ade cume tyra,jery,fara
aku biakan
hope ko dapt kawan yg terbaik ngan diorang.
truth for heart to:
next,
syikin
sngt penyayang
sngt understanding
she loves me hardcore
me too.
banyak kali gaduh
baik balik.
banyak kali sakit,
ponteng prep
babe..ingt lagi x dulu2.
i selalu teringt dulu
babe....
ingt lagi x kek batik i..
selalu i kejar mase kat umah nk mask kek batik for u.
sbb nnty u bising
sbb u slalu makn...dats y u gemoks n geboxs.
haha
babe....
remember chocoties?
cruncies
+
toblerone?
micyi?
rindu time saper nk berebut peluk saper time tido.haha
miss that moment
kitorang rapat hardcore
something happened.
well...sye sgt cemburu
ha...mestilah besfriend
dan ia memakn diri dan our friendship.
dat time u dengr ckp org
u tawu tak seksenye i bile u dah tade
tp i ok
after i pk
owh...sume nie dah tak lame
will done when we finish up our spm.
truth is:
i still love u as my besfriend in watever way u are.
for:
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i have alots of them who love me.
ziqah
fara
aten
su
but the closes one..just one.
die nie acah2 tomboy sket
tp aku tawu die tak
die ok
loghat kedah dier pekat
so, dengan adenyer die.
perception aku pada org kedah mula bertukar menjadi baik
(sbb dulu aku hardcore tak suke budak kedah since kejadian majlis kawin ary tu)
haha...
kitorang rapat hardcore...
we shared same story
so that we could understand each other.
die sngt low profile..
wehh..ko ingt time kite lepak kat tangge depan bilik aku??
haha..lamer giler dok besile kat situ
keje kaw dtg lepak ngan aku jer,
kitorang selalu lepak kat port rahsie.
haaaa..
nk tawu kat maner x??
kat blakang bilik tv tu
haha...
time aku sedeh sure aku situ
melepak
sampai satu ary kitorang lepak time malam, fellow jumper kitorang,
ingt lesbian ke aper..
tidaklah cikgu
hanya melepak.
sya bukan homo.
aper ntah kejadian yg menyebabkan kitorang gaduh.
kalau tak macm belangkas
baru ini lah yg aku left out die,
aku pun tak dapt tawu sbb aper..
tak patut aku wat cam tu
mungkin sbb mase tu aku terlalu banyak masalah
masalah family.
n aku realized,
aku banyak datangkan masalh kepada friendship
aku tamau same thing happen
so aku decide to taknak rapat hardcore ngan org
tp
tindakan aku salah
ianye telah menyebabkan kesan yg sangt mendalam dalm idup die
she changed
dr tomboy maen2
she started being a tomboy betul
itu yg palinh ketare yg au nmpak
bukak tudung
she depress
i've no words to explain
sory babes kalau aku banyak wat ko nanges
cume ader beberape perkara yg perlu aku rahsikan dr kaw sampai skunk.
ko kwan yg baik
yg terbaik
kalau tak, takde aku tulis blog psl kaw
time discuss dlm bilik tv,
aku speechless
tatahu nk kater aper
cume aku boleh ckp
u have to move on
aku ader sbb
tp aku taleyh ckp.
banyak rahsia kaw kat aku
dun wory
aku simpan smpai maty
bukan jenis aku aibkan kawan sendiri
now..
she grown up
she being matured
i love it
be the way u are
do not love people or somebody like me
it will throw u out,
mess your life.
i'm asking for your forgiveness,
i hope.
thanks
to:
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friendship of mine is not like others.
for those name:
remeber, i love u once,n it will be until my last breath.